Gut Feeling say it isn't so

The shirk is trying to kill me ,combine the strength of parliment of this country, minister child is trying to kill me! The visit to the shirk by asking me the time slot that im was alone, they feed me with overdosage of risperidone! If i went to jail again i was definity not lying. Seems like the harm by taking my identity away was concrete, my dosage was 2mg and i had the body mass of approx.44kg ...today typing yesterday visit latitude southeast asia the treaty.. not concidence a packet of chocolate.i was jailed for 4 years it cost less than US$0.80...they were be away for 5 weeks to gather imformation that was fabricated to jail me again ,this country wants to put me ...to death.
Informations from the outside world might be sever ties cause i'm on a undisirable state; kidnap;establishes involve monetry

Say it isn't so

There's nothing to say but i rather type.typing just makes your fingers fidget rather taping unconsciously.Taping your toes are rude enough...everyone is annoyed, no one is happy when downfall is at their footsteps.I'm not inviting troubles i hoped so...say it isn't so

Anyone?

remember?

If i'm not on vacation..i might be doing some 3d works which i hope can bring in the money.Maybe doing some vector drawing or some concept artworks i remembered.Songs?Doing things of pleasure have to be equvilent of investment's worth.Transit of thoughts' forward and flashback.Strange and differences are the value of my self-worth now.Who am I? Bijenn

Holiday?Long vacation?

Inspired? It's kinda weird for me as someone who suffered long vacation sydrome.The time as the book released EAT<LOVE< PRAY. I'am not here to sing praise of someone who might been the plight of these of mine.Neither do i feel greater than her.Everything seems to be in place but not me, i just feel there is no sense of belong to the same scene everyday.Tick,the time just tick again as the water from the tap just gone to waste as my life's lost grip to turn off the tap.Energy used and waste for a task i cannot percieve of  what i can do for my future.Bleak is whai i am now.jessica me now