Holiday?Long vacation?

Inspired? It's kinda weird for me as someone who suffered long vacation sydrome.The time as the book released EAT<LOVE< PRAY. I'am not here to sing praise of someone who might been the plight of these of mine.Neither do i feel greater than her.Everything seems to be in place but not me, i just feel there is no sense of belong to the same scene everyday.Tick,the time just tick again as the water from the tap just gone to waste as my life's lost grip to turn off the tap.Energy used and waste for a task i cannot percieve of  what i can do for my future.Bleak is whai i am now.jessica me now